Awkward

I realize 30 minutes into searching for an online textbook that I already have a textbook right next to me on the floor. HAAAAhaHAHAHa!
About an hour ago my dad was being all depressed and saying how soon Prancer will die, his dad will die, my mom might die, and all kids will grow up and leave him within the next two years. And I was like O.o "I have 4 years of school left, dad.." And then he goes "Hopefully." And I was like ...Oh yeah, I'm dying. -_- Awkward.