Why do you have to torture me? Why the hell do I torture myself -thinking- about you? I've been waiting for you to prove me wrong, but I know it will never happen. Today I posted a cover of Deathbed on youtube for my bestfriend's benefit. Too bad you can't watch it. I've been angry because I remembered I was dying and I was angry at you and I was ranting and I had a headache. I popped 800 mg of pain killers and I'm good now. I'm jiffy.
I want to die.
I feel fucking dead.
You are now entering the random, confusing thoughts of ~xXx~®â†GøÐde§s~xXx~
About Me
- rat goddess
- I'm dying of liver failure. Unknown cause. Currently asking God for another six months. I want to be there on the birthday of my love.
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